I hear you on everything that you just said and I echo it 10x over. As a fan of Lex&Lana from the very beginning of this series, with their first encounter on the show - 5 years, baby...I feel like I've been split apart down the center, gutted from the inside out, and sewn back together all wrong.
I wanted to cry, tonight. Absolutely wanted to cry, but I refused to do it in front of my mother who is a Clois/Clana shipper. I don't think that there has *ever* been a television show or episode, that has ever left me feeling this fucked over or this upset.
Seriously, I'm now reduced to Summer (re: see The O.C.), and am having rage blackouts over this all over the mother frakin' place. I just - really, we were just shit all over double time and it's not even right or fair. And I can't even begin to tell you how much it hurts me to say that, if this was the way they intended to ruin Lex&Lana - then I wished to fucking god they would have never given us the better moments.
I really fucking hate Clana right now. I cannot even begin to express my outrage and contempt and I'd like to have five minutes in a room with A&M as well as the pesky Clana fans out there - because they'll be mother fucking wishing they could jump off a goddamn bridge when I'm done with them.
*hugs you tightly*
I just don't have the words for how much my heart is shattered right now, so shattered that it's killing me to even look at my icons and my layout.
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rosecarmine
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Date: 2007-03-16 05:48 am (UTC)I wanted to cry, tonight. Absolutely wanted to cry, but I refused to do it in front of my mother who is a Clois/Clana shipper. I don't think that there has *ever* been a television show or episode, that has ever left me feeling this fucked over or this upset.
Seriously, I'm now reduced to Summer (re: see The O.C.), and am having rage blackouts over this all over the mother frakin' place. I just - really, we were just shit all over double time and it's not even right or fair. And I can't even begin to tell you how much it hurts me to say that, if this was the way they intended to ruin Lex&Lana - then I wished to fucking god they would have never given us the better moments.
I really fucking hate Clana right now. I cannot even begin to express my outrage and contempt and I'd like to have five minutes in a room with A&M as well as the pesky Clana fans out there - because they'll be mother fucking wishing they could jump off a goddamn bridge when I'm done with them.
*hugs you tightly*
I just don't have the words for how much my heart is shattered right now, so shattered that it's killing me to even look at my icons and my layout.